Blog - Poems by Tas

Love surely hurts 💔

To you I am one
But to me you are the world.
You won't understand,
Nor will you be able to see you
From my point of view
You the reason it hurts,
But also one who can make it better.
I cry
But I'll never lie
My feelings are just too much
Way out of my control
I don't know what to do.
You wanna be friends,
And I can't
Coz the way you treat me now
And the way you did a week ago
I can't comprehend
Is it really the same you?
It hurts
I just wanna be the one for you
As you seem to be the only one for me.
Unfortunately I'll only always be a 2nd choice.
I'll never be able to explain,
Every time you ask, "What's wrong"
I don't wanna hurt you
Nor put you in any uncomfortable situation
Revenge ain't my thing
I'm just another human being
Indeed I should let it be,
It's affecting me so much though
And if only you knew
How true my love is for you
It's never been for anyone else before
Now that it is,
I can't deal
Surely coz it'll never be mutual
And in the end
All I'll ever be to you,
Is nothing more
But just a friend!

It is what it is

You are so precious
As fresh as lettuce
You make me smile
Every little while
It's difficult to explain
But keeps me sane
For you are 1️⃣
I'd never replace
Nor erase
They say people come and go
Oh
And only the right ones will stay
Wishing you'll never betray!
It's unfortunate no words can explain
So you'll never know how much you mean
A special being
Like you
I wouldn't want to
It's life
For we don't know if forever will be for us💔
Maybe just a passing bus
Whatever is meant to be, will be
Hoping to keep you happy.
Words have no value
But feelings surely do
They'll be hidden
Like a lil kitten
Who is afraid
To fade...
A hug from me to you,
Just know
I'll always love you!❤️

The Departure

I smile so I don't cry
And I laugh to hide the pain
The only thing keeping me sane
The vein will open
While I'm broken
It is what it is
I'll never be enough
Just too tough
I don't belong
Within a matter of time
As short as a song
I'll draw the line
It'll be too late
They'll be at a gate
But nothing to be found
Hidden in the ground
The end shall arrive
With a lil drive
Only a high five
It is what it is
Not yet
But soon to be goodbye

Stranger Danger

It's only been a few months
Yet it feels longer
And our bond just keeps getting stronger
It's true
Maybe impossible to find another like you!
You just a friend
Certainly could be a bestie
You'll never know
But the smallest of things you do and say
Almost everyday
Has the greatest impact
This is nothing but a fact
So strange
I barely know you
Yet it feels I do
I trust you
Even though you may not
From strangers to friends
And friends forever!

No choice

As I stare at the ground
I can't help but can't stop thinking about you
It somehow makes me cry
I don't even understand why
You were just passing by
We've tried not to lie
But it still just didn't work out
I barely shout
And now without a doubt
I suffer to breathe
But I had to leave
I had no choice
And sorta lost my voice
You always cared and so did I
When I look back it makes me wanna cry
But I just gotta try
I have to move on
Because now you are forever gone

My Amazing Teacher ❤️

With a special gift for learning
And with a heart that deeply cares
You add a lot of love
To everything you share
And even though
You mean a lot
You may never know how much.
For you helped
To change the world
Through every life you touched.
You sparked the creativity
In the students whom you taught
And helped them strive for goals
That could never be bought.
You are such an amazing teacher
That no words can truly tell
However much you're valued
For the work you do so well.
I'll never be able to thank you enough
For all the stuff.
I'll never forget you
And just want you to know
I truly appreciate everything!
You will always be that special teacher
One that'll never stare
But will definitely care
Forever and Always
You will be my amazing teacher ❤️

I don't care

As I stare at the ground
Nothing to be found
The sand is brown
And it won't let me down

You may hate me
But I don't care
I am who I am
Either you accept the real me
Or leave me the hell alone

It won't affect me this time
I am strong enough
And nothing will get me down
Even though that might be what you want,
Well too bad, you have failed!

I am done with you
No one is perfect,
Or at least I'm not
Everyone is equal..

Stay or leave
Make the right decision
I really don't care

Just coz you might be confused
It doesn't mean you should confuse others
If you a mess
Don't blame it on others..
So think clearly,
And do whatever you want
Coz I don't care!

You or I

As I see the sun
To the world I know I am none
But to some I am one
And so I am done.

I may never know your intentions
But then again, what I don't know won't harm me.
You will one day be questioned
And so will I
But who will cry
When one of us die
You or I?

I don't wish for you to live in regret
But when I go
You will soon realize your actions
Coz the there won't be anyone for you to use,
To take advantage of
Or even to judge and hurt.
It'll all happen when it's too late
To come to the gate
And see me, mate!

We gotta make decisions
But let there be some good
Coz in the end,
Who's it gonna be
You or me?

If only I wasn't human...

Being human...
I am grateful for being human
But if only I wasn't.
I'd wanna be a bird
Bright and colorful,
Nothing to worry about
And no school...
You may be compared to the rest
But will never be judged
Never have to feel emotional pain, maybe only physical
And are free..
When it comes to being human
It's the total opposite,
Forever you are compared
And always judged too...

The pain I feel
It doesn't seem to fade away...
Just tired of being judged,
Of being the bad one all the time,
Of just not being enough,
Of having fake friends,
Most of all the feeling of loneliness...

If only it could go away
Life would be nothing but a dream
Coz surely in this real world
There'll never be good
Only evil

I can't do it
Not anymore
And so, if only I wasn't human...

Friends

You mean a lot to me
But unfortunately you keep on hurting me everyday
Of course I don't blame you
Obviously you'll never know it's you
There are just too many differences between us
Life decisions is what will have to be done

I feel like you've become a close friend to me
Something more than it should be
If only you'd noticed
I can tell you anything and everything

It's best if you don't know
Coz then it'll just be too awkward
And will never be able to speak again.
The feeling inside of me says you already have someone
But then again what I don't know shouldn't harm me

It's only how you act in front of me with others
If only I could bring some happiness to your life,
Make you laugh
Or just see your smile

Honestly there is no need to worry
I now know the problem...

All I can say, I am grateful for just being friends ♥

All about you

According to my mind
You are just one of a kind
You may be blind
And not see
But you surely are the world to me ♥

My one and only
And a reason I'll never be lonely
Always understanding my reasons
Just being honest too

I don't know what to do
Coz I'm forever thinking about you
Every morning
Every night
Every second
And everyday

It's driving me crazy
Even making me lazy
Coz all I wish to do
Is speak to you

This is all so wrong
So now I ask
O Allah (God)
Let all this go away
I beg of you
Please just let me go astray!

Best friends

Best friends are where
They forever care
Always there
In a place
We can't even embrace

It's truly wonderful
To have a best friend like you
Ever since you've become my best friend
My life has gotten so much better
And now that you are a huge part of me
I definitely won't be able to imagine it without you

Dear best friend
I thank you for always being here for me
Especially when I needed you most
We may not speak everyday
But I'm sure we both know
That we shall always be here for another

I have no clue what I did
But I surely am extremely lucky to have such an amazing best friend like you
May we be best friends forever and always
I love you ♥